self hatredI don't know how you could see this body as perfectWhen all I see is mistakesI'm not sure how you looked into my eyes and said you saw angelswhen all I can see is deep darkness hiding demons in the shadowsYou claimed I'm was too skinny and needed to eatI say I'm not skinny enough and refuse to touch anythingYou said I should openI say I'm under lock and keyYou said you where leavingI want you to stayYou said I was beautifulI only see uglinessYou said you'd returnI knew you wouldn'tYour last words to me where full of hateand finally we agreed on something
Scream baby screamScream baby screamMake them hear your voiceShow them what you're worthAnd I promiseone day they will notice(Just keep screaming babyThen they might look closer)Whispers wil get you nowhere babeYou gotta scream until they noticeWake 'em up and break 'em upand make 'em open their eyesScream baby screamCos you're a whirlwind in disguiseAnd you're nothing until you screamYou're not the kind to run awaybut you're not the kind to stayYou're the kind to fake it, make upand wake up all aloneScream your little heart out babyAnd pull yourself togetherScream into the lonely nightAnd they'll see who you really areScream baby screamOr they'll never understandScream into the oceanScream into the silenceWith a voice like a fallen angelThey better listen sometime soonScream baby screamAnd you might find a way outScream baby screamAnd I promiseOne day they'll notice
AloneCompletely aloneIn a crowded roomCan you see me?Hear me?Or am I not part of this worldAm I nothing?I'm pushed awayFrom the livingFrom lifeAnd from youIn solitudeIn darknessIn hopethat you will save me(you don't)I push through the crowdEffortlesslyThey aren't thereDon't careBut I fallOver and overand overTumbleTripFallCrawlTo the cornerAnd sitAloneYet notI can't see youHear youAnd I'm aloneAgainIn a crowded roomYou won't save me(you wont)
ListenThey all said "I want to save you"And they swore "We want to be there for you"Then they told her that she pushed them awayThat they couldn't help if they didn't knowIf they didn't understandAnd she said,"I never wanted you to understand.I only needed you to listen"
We weren't stolen or lost...Who will standFor the girls with broken heartsAnd too much make-up and too-short skirtWho cry for something betterThan petty drunk - 'it was just one night' - loveWho will screamFor the whisky breath boysWho broke hearts to hideHow scared they really areThat you'll find out who they really areWho will fightFor the skinny girls obsessed with numbersNever quite low enoughAnd they want shoulder blades and pelvic bonesAnd beauty and disgustWho will speakFor the kids who stay silentAnd hide bruises under pretty clothesWith smiles that break your heartWhen you look into their eyesWho will reachFor tobacco-breath girlsWith combat boots and a fuck off glareTo hide nightmares from the pastBecause no one will get close againWho will smileAt the ones with tear stained cheeksAnd long sleeeves all year 'roundWho are told it's 'just a phase'When they know that they are dieingAnd destruction will be cause of death